Nowadays when I do not understand something someone is saying . . . why is he saying it . . . where is he coming from . . . I do not pretend to understand it and nod my head or fake a laugh . . . I do not automatically start thinking I must be missing something everyone knows . . . I no longer feel something might be wrong with me because I do not understand what everyone seems to know . . . I start feeling something's wrong with this person . . . He doesn't know what he is talking about . . .
I don't know if this is good or not.